Work was fine just now. Except for the part where me, dear Colin, "big harrassing monster" and Ms Cruella talked about the case. Actually it was settled but that nosey Ms PartyPooper HAVE to tell the upper management. Now poor "big harrassing monster" have to be transferred. Other than that, I had fun! I'm learning to make drinks now! Im gonna be Ms Barista! Hahaha. I love it.. I know how to make Cafe Latte, Hot/Iced Chocolate and Mocha, Baby/Kiddychino.. and so on. I still got to learn how to make cold drinks.. But I made Milkshake before when Ms PartyPooper was not around. Heee. Colin was being his usual crazy self today. And Tina sayang.. She looked so sweet and pretty with her fringe a little shorter. Just a little but made a big difference. I love you darling!!
After work, me, As darling and a new guy, Erwan went to the kopitiam at Esplanade to have our dosage of carrot cake, satay and cigarettes. Thank you so much darlings. I've been complaining at work how hungry I am the whole day. We wanted everyone to follow but Tina and Crystal have to go back. Colin wanted to go drink and have beer belly with Jesper.
Im on an emotional roller coaster ride now. Im so glad that now my life is much more meaningful with my new job. I love it. Everyone there is like a big happy family to me. They treated me so well with whatever problems I may have. I just need to get out of reality for awhile. I want to go for a drink or two with someone. Maybe go clubbing and just dance my problem away. Let's get drunk together, anyone? Amanta? Haha. =P ( You're missing in my life, bitch.. I demand we party together!!)
Can someone just give me a hard slap and wake me up from all this? I hate feeling this way.I want to be happy.. Why is it that every single time when I thought my life is perfect, there is always something that stops me from experiencing that feeling? Is it karma? I never experienced the "perfect" feeling all my 18 years of life. How does it feel? Im always one step away. Is it just me? Or does God hates me?
Joakim is out. I can have my love for cows again.
2 weeks to go...
Nur Arina Syazwani; Ryn
28 November 1987; 19
"I was born. My short life consisted of chores, sleep and a forced education;
Im 30% clothing and 70% attitude"
My Journey to the Soon be Memories
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